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I am a teen who, in a way, acts like the children in Nanny McPhee. Help?

I’m 13, and my physical condition from having hydrocephalus and spina bipida has affected my emotional and mental well-being. Ever since I was a kid, people of all ages who couldn’t understand my condition picked on me, stared at me like I was different, and even called me names. I would describe myself as “emotionally distraught”. I couldn’t manage the anger that I felt, so I became really mean to people, specifically the nannies I’ve had, and sometimes my own brother or some of my family members. The worst things I’ve done is mostly physical abuse. I’ve bit someone on the leg that caused a deep open wound; I’ve hit people with objects such as belt buckles, too. I’ve also pointed a knife at someone. And, I’ve hit someone painfully at some areas on the body. I’m afraid that my boyfriend, or the apple of my eye would get turned-off by my mean streak. How do I stop? What should I do? I live in the Philippines, specifically in Metro Manila. Is there a hotline I could call for help?

wow knowing it is owning it so try and change your evil ways it is up to you!!you control your own actions.try to meditate think calming thoughts.and maybe look into counseling for anger

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